Alright, I'm alive.. I think.
Thanks for the get well wishes, Mel~
In other news, I started graffitting my arm again. <3 HOW I MISSED HAVING RANDOM JROCK LYRICS ALL OVER MY ARM AND POSSIBLY GETTING INK POISONING 8DDDD Man, how people used to bitch at me. "That's self-abuse! It's like CUTTING!" .....uh, no it's not. As far as I know, ink washes off, doesn't it? XD;;;; *shrugs* People annoy me. :3
So yeah, my dad gives me Perkoset that he got for his foot, for my back, lolol 43 degree curviture/S-curve/SEVERE FUCKING SCOLIOSIS, y'know; I take it even though I'm used to living with the back pain so I don't really care about painkillers. Hence me saying it was for no reason. But lolol I guess that automatically makes me a fucking druggie huh? Everyone already knows I'm not straightedge, so people should just suck it up and STFU. I would drink on occasion if I were old enough. Cloves taste like Christmas. 8D I would take acid/shrooms in a fucking heartbeat. I don't care if I "rot my brain". It's really of no use to me now anyway. ._________. Don't like it? Don't be my friend. Don't even ASSOCIATE with me. I don't care. :3
I mean, if people are gonna cut me out of their lives for something stupid like that, then why should I care about them anyway? They must not have liked ME on a whole in the first place, so what's it matter?
I mean, yeah, if it were someone whom I thought was a really good friend, whom I cared about more than anything and THOUGHT cared about me, who pushed me away because of my opinions on drugs and such.. then I'd care. I'd care a lot. I don't like losing friends. I really don't. Especially over some bullshit like this.
.....MAN WTF got me this angry about this? XDDDD
AAAAANYway, sorry about that. 8D;;; Needed to vent. I'm gonna go play some more RO and then go to sleep. n_____n Kbai.